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1、Chapter 1Tommy Beresford removed his overcoat in the hall of the flat. He hung it up with some care, taking time over it. His hat went carefully on the next peg.He squared his shoulders, affixed a resolute smile to his face and walked into the sitting room where his wife sat knitting a Balaclava hel
2、met in khaki wool.It was the spring of 1940.Mrs Beresford gave him a quick glance and then busied herself by knitting at a furious rate. She said after a minute or two:Any news in the evening paper?Tommy said:The Blitzkrieg is coming, hurray, hurray! Things look bad in France.Tuppence said:Its a dep
3、ressing world at the moment.There was a pause and then Tommy said:Well, why dont you ask? No need to be so damned tactful.I know, admitted Tuppence. There is something about conscious tact that is very irritating. But then it irritates you if I do ask. And anyway I dont need to ask. Its written all
4、over you.I wasnt conscious of looking a Dismal Desmond.No, darling, said Tuppence. You had a kind of nailed to the mast smile which was one of the most heart-rending I have ever seen.Tommy said with a grin:No, was it really as bad as all that?And more! Oh, come on, out with it. Nothing doing?Nothing
5、 doing They dont want me in any capacity. I tell you, Tuppence, its pretty thick when a man of forty-six is made to feel like a doddering grandfather. Army, Navy, Air Force, Foreign Office, all say the same thing - Im too old. I may be required later.Tuppence said:Well, its the same for me. They don
6、t want people of my age for nursing - no, thank you. Nor for anything else. Theyd rather have a fluffy chit whos never seen a wound or sterilized a dressing than they would have me who worked for three years, 1915 to 1918, in various capacities, nurse in the surgical ward operating theatre, driver t
7、o a trade delivery van and later of a General. This, that and the other - all, I assert firmly, with conspicuous success. And now Im a poor, pushing, tiresome, middle-aged woman who wont sit at home quietly and knit as she ought to do.Tommy said gloomily:This war is Hell.Its bad enough having a war,
8、 said Tuppence, but not been allowed to do anything in it just puts the lid on.Tommy said consolingly:Well, at any rate Deborah has got a job.Deborahs mother said:Oh, shes all right. I expect shes good at it, too. But I still think, Tommy, that I could hold my own with Deborah.Tommy grinned:She woul
9、dnt think so.Tuppence said:Daughters can be very trying. Especially when they will be so kind to you. Tommy murmured:The way young Derek makes allowances for me is sometimes rather hard to bear. That poor old Dad look in his eye.In fact, said Tuppence, our children, although quite adorable, are also
10、 quite maddening. But at the mention of the twins, Derek and Deborah, her eyes were very tender.I suppose, said Tommy thoughtfully, that its always hard for people themselves to realize that theyre getting middle-aged and past doing things.Tuppence gave a snort of rage, tossed her glossy dark head,
11、and sent her ball of khaki wool spinning from her lap.Are we past doing things? Are we? Or is it only that everyone keeps insinuating that we are? Sometimes I feel that we never were any use.Quite likely, said Tommy.Perhaps so. But at any rate we did once feel important. And now Im beginning to feel
12、 that all that never really happened. Did it happen, Tommy? Is it true that you were once crashed on the head and kidnapped by German agents? Is it true that we once tracked down a dangerous criminal - and got him? Is it true that we rescued a girl and got hold of important secret papers, and were p
13、ractically thanked by a grateful country? Us! You and me! Despised, unwanted Mr and Mrs Beresford.Now, dry up, darling. All this does no good.All the same, said Tuppence, blinking back a tear, Im disappointed in our Mr Carter.He wrote us a very nice letter.He didnt do anything - he didnt even hold o
14、ut any hope.Well, hes out of it all nowadays. Like us. Hes quite old. Lives in Scotland and fishes.Tuppence said wistfully:They might have have let us do something in the Intelligence.Perhaps we couldnt, said Tommy. Perhaps, nowadays, we wouldnt have the nerve.I wonder, said Tuppence. One feels just
15、 the same. But perhaps, as you say, when it came to the point -She sighed. She said:I wish we could find a job of some kind. Its so rotten when one has so much time to think.Her eyes rested just for a minute on the photograph of the very young man in the Air Force uniform, with the wide grinning smi
16、le so like Tommys.Tommy said:Its worse for a man. Women can still knit, after all - and do up parcels and help at canteens.Tuppence said:I can do all that in twenty years from now. Im not old enough to be content with that. Im neither one thing nor another.The front door bell rang. Tuppence got up.
17、The flat was a small service one.She opened the door to a find a broad-shouldered man with a big fair moustache and a cheerful red face, standing on the mat.His glance, a quick one, took her in as he asked in a pleasant voice:Are you Mrs Beresford?Yes. My names Grant. Im a friend of Lord Easthampton
18、s. He suggested I should look you and your husband up. Oh, how nice, do come in. She preceded him into the sitting-room.My husband, er - Captain -MrMr Grant. Hes a friend of Mr Car- of Lord Easthamptons.The old nom de guerre of the former Chief of the Intelligence, Mr Carter, always came more easily
19、 to her lips than their old friends proper title.For a few minutes the three talked happily together. Grant was an attractive person with an easy manner.Presently Tuppence left the room. She returned a few minutes later with the sherry and some glasses.After a few minutes, when a pause came, Mr Gran
20、t said to Tommy:I hear youre looking for a job, Beresford?An eager light came into Tommys eye.Yes, indeed. You dont mean - Grant laughed, and shook his head.Oh, nothing of that kind. No, Im afraid that has to be left to the young active men - or to those whove been at it for years. The only things I
21、 can suggest are rather stodgy, Im afraid. Office work. Filing papers. Tying them up in red tape and pigeon-holing them. That sort of thing. Tommys face fell. Oh, I see! Grant said encouragingly: Oh, well, its better than nothing. Anyway, come and see me at my office one day. Ministry of Requirement
22、s. Room 22. Well fix you up with something.The telephone rang. Tuppence picked up the receiver.Hallo - yes - what? A squeaky voice spoke agitatedly from the other end. Tuppences face changed. When? - Oh, my dear - of course - Ill come over right away.She put back the receiver.She said to Tommy:That
23、was Maureen.I thought so - I recognized her voice from here.Tuppence explained breathlessly:Im so sorry, Mr Grant. But I must go round to this friend of mine. Shes fallen and twisted her ankle and theres no one with her but her little girl, so I must go round and fix up things for her and get hold o
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